The Last Session - The Group Lyrics |
1997 Off-Broadway The Last Session - The Group Lyrics
The song is written by Steve Schalchlin.
I heard of a group with others like me who felt the way I feel I felt sorry for myself like the only man on earth and someone said a group would help me heal
So I dropped in on a Monday where they all sat in a circle and they told each other stories of the war
Some were old and some were young but mostly they were young and mostly I kept looking at the floor
Dave was only twenty and he said his life was over and he asked if this was all the life he'd get
Bill was fifty, going blind, complaining of infections which he got from tubes connected to his chest.
John at thirty had some spots He didn't like to go outside He said his mother hated him That he was just a prisoner and he wished he had the guts for suicide
Carrie was a Christian and a housewife and a mother but she hated all her so-called Christian friends Cuz they judged her and they told her if she really loved her Jesus He's have healed her cause the blood of Christ will cleanse
She was very disappointed in the Lord cuz she'd done everything from speaking in tongues to laying on of hands She said if this was celestial retribution Then none of us stood any kind of chance
And the group just listened kind of in a trance
Maxie liked to party and she said she'd never stop it After all this thing would kill no matter what She said we looked pathetic and that she would not stop living til they threw her in a box and slammed it shut
Then she showed us all the track marks on her arms and on her body and invited us to join in later on and then she staggered for a moment and fell into her chair
and the group just listened helpless but to stare
And the sickest ones were scaring me the youngest made me sad and the ones who looked pathetic just made me feel pathetic
There was one who seemed to know a lot and one who had no clue There was one who spoke of vitamins who said we needed vitamins and as they said what they were going through I cried 'cause I was going through it too.
Jamie was a rocker and he wanted us to know that he was straight and that he never fucked with guys Afraid his friend would call him gay he kept it all a secret but the stress was buried deeply in his eyes
And he ranted it's e-goddammed-nuff to think I might be dying must they judge me like I'm just some fucking queer and then he looked around and realized who he was talking to
But the group just listened That's why there were here And he was not the first to hate a queer
I finally took my turn and said, "I guess I got it easy 'cause all my friends and family really care They call me and they take me out to dinner and they tell me if I ever needed them they'd soon be there
Suddenly it looked like they were dying in the desert begging for some kind of comfort from the heat and I had water I was the only one with water And I couldn't spare a drop of it to drink
I was glad when it was over and I raced to get back home and I felt a little better and quite so alone
But how strange to be a member of a club that nobody wants to be a member of and for all the good it did I still cannot recoup
From the time I finally visited The Group
(The Group copyright 1996 by See No Evil/Lil Shack O Tunes)
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The Last Session the Musical Lyrics
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