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2019 A Chamber Choir Musical
Octet the Musical - Solo Lyrics
Music and lyrics by Dave Malloy.
KARLY:
Hi everyone. I’m Karly, addict, whatever.
So I saw my mom this weekend.
She needed money, of course.
Anyway, she was on me about my love life again.
“Those men on those apps, they’re so awful,
Why don’t you do some community activities?
Your father and I met at cards night.”
Yeah and how did that work out mom?
She’s right about the apps though.
God these fucking guys.
ED:
Hi. I’m Ed.
KARLY:
“Hey.” “Hey.” “Hey.”
“How are you?” “U cute, dtf?”
“Let’s cut this bullshit and just meet for a drink?”
“Loved that photo of you in paris—
What was your favorite restaurant when you were there?”
ED
I am the most miserable man that you can imagine
KARLY
“I don’t normally contact people on this,
But I find you very intriguing.
Something about your eyes…”
ED:
I have no friends
KARLY
Dick pic, dick pic...
ED:
I have no family
Women are repulsed by me
KARLY
“Pineapple on pizza is good, fuck you.”
ED:
I’m just another awkward
Introverted
Isolated
Waste of space
Such a failure
KARLY:
“Are you a 0% apr loan?
Because I’m having trouble understanding
Your terms and you aren’t showing any interest.”
Yeah, that’s kinda good.
So many men in my pocket
I roll through my infinite scroll
Never grows old
Yes no no yes yes
Left right left left right left
It’s like candy
It’s like catnip
It’s like crack
I dose
I doze
I daydream
A stairwell
A rooftop
A sunbeam
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
ED:
Last night
I was at the drug store
Having trouble at the self-service checkout
And a woman touched my back
Treid to help me
It felt like sparklers and strawberries
Do other people get to feel this all the time?
Whoa
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can’t hold on
KARLY
I can’t hold on
Mama was a gambler
Mama played the slots
Watching the reels go round and round
When will I get lucky
When will I get my shot
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
ALL:
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
When will those three cherries line up?
KARLY:
The arousal of uncertainty
The irresistible pull of variable schedule rewards
Wading through the fuckboy thot seeker incel catfish creepers
And stumbling sophomore poetry magazine rejects
I get so lonely after swiping
And of course when I actually do have sex with someone
It’s usually like “Wow, you watch a lot of porn.”
ED:
So then porn
There is a drug
Inside my head
I just have to turn it on
Fall into the screen and I’m gone
And no one talks about this at all
Oh, people laugh
Oh, the hilarious scenarios
The pizza man, the pool guy
We laugh it away
And that’s what’s so insidious
This monster hides
Subliminally corroding our lives
And I know it’s complicated
I’ve read all the articles
I’m not some prude religious conservative
I support sex workers and sex positivity
Let me take just a moment to signal my virtue
By telling you all my pornography preferences
KARLY:
You know I actually used to like porn?
I loved the ones with a story
The female directed stuff
Lesbian step-sibling massage
Perfect european villas
Good lighting and lingerie
I love it when they make love
And you’re like, oh, that, that, that, that
That is the sex that I want
It can be so beautiful
When two performers lock eyes
And you can see
The joy and communion
The ancient divine union of sex
We all know that’s what sex is, right?
It’s fucking god
But porn is solitaire
Scentless and safe
We have sucked the sacrament out of sex
ED:
Sex should be a rite of passage
But our kids are watching fisting pissing hitting pounding
And I don’t wanna shame anyone’s kink
KARLY:
Don’t wanna shame no one’s kink
ED:
It’s fine if it’s consensual
But there’s a level of psychological complexity there
KARLY:
Psychological complexity
ED:
That I certainly didn’t understand at 13
Much less 11, or 9?
BOTH:
It’s catastrophic
ED:
There is an erectile dysfunction epidemic
KARLY:
Erectile dysfunction
ED:
That nobody talks about!
You know at least drug addicts and alcoholics are kind of cool,
Musicians, artists, their redemption stories are honored.
Someone has an aa chip, it’s like fuck yes, good on you bro!
But porn? No way man!
No one fucking honors that!
KARLY:
And the porn dudes are always the ones
That become such shits
The petty whiplash cruelty of a man-child scorned
MEN:
Yeah I wouldn’t have fucked you anyway
You’re about a 5, ugly and fat with shit hair
A repressed and unfeminine lump
Unfuckable cunt
You need to be gagged
KARLY:
You need to be gagged.
But then it’s like if I say something,
Am I pushing him somewhere darker?
Radicalizing him?
Like is this guy the next fucking manifesto mass murderer?
So I take on that weight too.
There’s no fucking equivalency here.
ED:
There are these guys online
And they say
“The world is an all-encompassing blackpill
That you constantly have to shove to the back corner of your mind.”
There are these guys online
And they say
“We don’t get to fuck cuz we’re low status,
Introvert, ugly, awkward, outcast.
The chads and stacys of the world will never let us in.
The chads and stacys just laugh at us.”
There are these guys online
And they say
“It’s us against them. Make your mark.”
And I feel the pull of that.
KARLY
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can’t hold on
ED:
I can’t hold on
I feel my body stretched between two cliffs
One side is fantasy
The other reality
I feel my fingers start to lose their grip
And I can’t hold on
KARLY:
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I could be so good at love
I ask my mom, “Why do you keep going back there?” every day,
Working the slots…she’s lost so much.
But then I keep doing these things I know aren’t good for me.
But where am I supposed to meet people? Church?
Fuck.
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Octet the Musical Lyrics
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The Field
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